User Profile

- I'm a pseudochristian ... I have belief in Christ but I'm too shy to join a church, also, I have occasional social anxiety which prevents me from fully enjoying divine services
- I'm pretty agnostic - I don't think God can be grasped, the main thing to trust in is that He is love, and that not knowledge, but love builds up: "Whoever loves, is of God."
- I'm a oneness believer with semi-modalist views (I'm not a modalist by the definition of the ancient heresy, but I really believe that Jesus is the Father just like the Father is Jesus. Who sees Jesus sees the Father. I believe it is as vital to see Jesus in God as it is vital to see God in Jesus. Otherwise we don't really get God's immense love. What I'm saying is that you can find the same mildness and refreshing humility of heart in God that you can find in Jesus. God doesn't necessarily want to be authorative, this is just a means to exercise the necessary justice and get us to open our ears. Once this will not be needed anymore and "God will wipe away every tear" and then love and kindness will rule for eternity in the next world where righteousness will dwell as a reality and matter of fact.)
- I'm politically libertarian but I disapprove of abortion
- I'm for gay marriage because I think committed homosexual relationships are better than the loose homosexual relationships - I don't approve of homosexuality, but I think it's much better if they can have stable relationships with each other than when they are forced into promiscuity with each other
- I have many reservations about both christian and muslim fundamentalists that forget to love and have mercy - you CANNOT replace love with faith, or faith with love, the two are complementary
- I am fearful of hell and of the doctrine of eternal punishment
- I have a faible for the goth scene except for its satanist members
- I'm trying to get a life - any companionship in that is very welcome
- I'm single and looking
- I have schizophrenia, compensated successfully medically with occasional relapses
- I'm heterosexual (without any problems with GLBT people even though I think GLBT-ism is spiritually problematic - not so much that it is a forbidden thing, but that it technically gives you trouble receiving the Kingdom of God)
- I'm trying to find friends in foreign countries that would reserve a bunk for me so that I can travel cheaply
- I am a Peak Oil proponent
- I live in central Europe

If you come here and are one of the faithful, please pray that God will make Heaven as full of souls as in any way possible.

Thank you and have a nice day!

PS

I have an identity problem. Part of the remedy is seeking my identity. Which is the reason why you'll find many self-portraits in this journal.

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